Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

-pussycat dolls, stickwitu

Happy 1 Year Anniversary, babi!!!

dayum...we've only been married that long???  it feels like forever!! lolz...im lovin evey moment of it. I love you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DETTE!! and i hope u feel better!! =/  sucks you're sick on ur bday!!!!  well, i jus want tah let u know 

I LOVE YOU

and i hate being so far away from u!!!!  =(    you've been a great friend ova these past years, even more, you've been a great sister/niece/godmother....You're truly a remarkable individual...you're not only beautiful and intelligent, but you possess such a radiant inner beauty- and it's with that inner beauty that you have touched my life, along with countless others.."To know you is to love you.." and for all those who think otherwise, I say that they really don't know who you are and what you're capable of becoming.  I look at you and I see, not a girl, but a woman with strong convictions and humility, a woman of class and style, not afraid to stand for her beliefs, who bares the scars of battles yet stands tall and proud, who's reliable and responsible, generous and loyal... a woman who loves with her whole heart and soul.  I'm blessed to have you in my life..."when u cry, i'll cry..when you fight, i'll fight...when you laugh, i'll laugh..and when you jump off a bridge, ill be there to catch u.." lolz...i love u, dette...and it's seriously hard being so far away..who else do i run to when my emotions are bursting at its seams? who else understands me the way you do? who else can i rely on to keep my most deepest and darkest secrets? (yeaah, there's ryan, but u know what i mean!)   You're irreplaceable!! You're the peanut to my butter, the pop to my tart, the lucky to my charms, the M to my M's, the star to my burst, the kit to my kat, the best to my friend!!  muaaaaaahzz*

Dayum, I miss jerzee so much, well, the people atleast.  Being here in Vegas is great and everything, but a apart of me is still missing.  I know that our lives have brought us to where we are right now, and I know that being here is something I have to do for my family, but I also left behind my other family.  DpS, I know u guys hardly come on xanga anymore, but I just hope u know that I'm missing you terribly and I can't wait til we're all together again-December, I hope!  I miss our countless nights "trying to take over the world," the girls fallin asleep as the guys turned into insomniacs over wrestling or a new game, baking at 1am, girls' nights out, brownie obsessions, heart to hearts, drama, parties, druken stupor, endless nights..well, mornings...at coach house, seaside, the trunk, and all the other memories we've shared over the years...I love you all from the bottom of my heart...

and to my girls: i love you guys!!  i miss u all!! u know u guys have a special place in mah heart....

Babi, I know you miss jerzee, too, and I know it's hard being away from your friends and family.  Just know that you're not alone.  I love you so much.  We may have our ups and downs, but in the end, we know what we're fighting for- for us, for our family, for the love we share with one another and with our precious baby boy.  I couldn't have made this journey without you.  You have given me strength, encouragement, and unwaivering, unconditional love.  I neva thought I could love you more with each passing day, but I do!  We learn from one another, make mistakes with one another, cry together and smile together..we do it all togetha...i love you.  

eye candi:

Look at our big boy!! ::sigh: He's growin up soo fast!!

HAPPY 6 MONTHS, KHIYAN RYAN!!

-I got up all by myself!

-Crusin in my walker..where the girls at??? hehe..

-Watchu lookin at?

Mommy and Daddy love you very much!!!! muahz*

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RanDoMnEsS:

Papa and I met up wit Apryl and Elaine last night.  We just strolled around the strip and got some In-n-Out burgers after.  lolz..had to quench the crave..hehe..::hands Joy a bowlfull of french fries::  It was great seeing you guys!!  Have a safe trip back to Jerzee!!!!

Speakin of Jerzee..DpS- I miss you guys!!!!! ::screams:: get ur butts down here now!!!  Well, hopefully we'll see each other in Dec. I love you, guys!

And, yes, to my girls, I miss you guys too...::sigh:: it's so sad being here without my crazy biatches!!!!

Babi....it's been a minute since i blogged about u..but since it's almost our one year anniversary of being married...i just had to tell u that i love u-like u didn't know that already!!! I'm so grateful you came into my life on that one summer day...You've made my heart whole, made me feel that there's nothing I couldn't do..."You complete me"...I love you, now and always, through all the arguements and imperfections, the tears and laughter, the memories and countless priceless moments...my heart is yours...kisses*

Lastly, I would like to extend my condolences to the Barreto family.  Care and Cathy, I love you both very much.  Your dad will truly be missed by all who knew him.  Care, we've been best friend for forever..I've known you since we were born.  Please know that you are not alone..."when you cry, i'll cry...we'll cry together"